I think I forgot to update this on NG, but I have my power back in the house again. For a few days now. That hasn't stopped me from getting distracted by FFVII Rebirth or eye discomfort. But finishing up my Foxgirl February Akagi comic and my Konosuba group pic are my current art priorities.

Due to sudden circumstances, work on the finale to Foxgirl February and any other digital artwork has been delayed until further notice.

A couple nights ago (Feb. 29), the power tripped and shut down the electricity to parts of the house. However, despite attempting to restart the circuit breaker, the power did not come back to the effected rooms and outlets of the house. Thankfully, not all of the house is without power. The bathrooms have working lights and outlets, and we have a gas heater, and we still have running water. But most of the bedrooms no longer have electricity, as well as other important appliances. So I am unable to use my desktop PC or turn on my bedroom lights. I don't know when the power will come back, and our landlords are currently out of country.

On another note, I've finally found some employment! I won't go into too much detail, but I should be able to start working soon. This adjustment will definitely affect my output and free time, but I'll try my best to put stuff out.

I want to thank you guys for your support. Especially to those who have financially supported my Fanbox. I'm so very grateful to be receiving any money at all from you guys. Thank you for your continual support, and please continue to do so.

-CG3P

Update 3/06: As of today, my power has been fixed. I'm going to get back to working on the Akagi comic.

The latest sketch exclusive to my Fanbox is Namine from Kingdom Hearts!

Sign up for only 500 yen (roughly $3) a month to see the full picture, as well as other exclusive content and early works in progress.

https://cg3p.fanbox.cc/posts/7332051

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Part 1 is now public: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/chrisguy3/hoshino-ai-candid-1

Part 2 is now public: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/chrisguy3/hoshino-ai-candid-2

Thank you for your patience.

I set up some new donation links.

You can donate money to me thru buymeacoffee.com (https://www.buymeacoffee.com/cg3p), or thru my Paypal donation link (https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=B8SKDMF2J7ZAL)

I'm opening commissions! If you want a colored sketch of your pregnant waifu, make it quick because I'm only going to keep requests open for another 24 hours!

EDIT: Now closed. Thank you to those who submitted requests, apologies to anyone who didn't request in time, and thank you to anyone else who enjoys my art.

Feel free to donate to my new tip jar

https://ko-fi.com/cg3pp

Hey guys. Thank you for taking the time to read this update. I'm gonna take a break in April. Here's why.

I was actually considering taking this break back in February, but for March after completing Foxgirl February. But I had to just decide I wanted to draw green haired vidya waifus for March, so I postponed it. But why take a break in the first place? And what will that entail?

Lately, I feel exhausted from browsing my social media. I just feel too much of an emotional toll, even from lurking or banal interaction. It feels like a hassle trying to keep up with new art, Discord posts, etc. Which leads to my next reason.

What am I doing with my life?

I don't feel happy. I usually don't (or try not to) delve too deeply into my personal life. But I don't feel true satisfaction with what I'm doing (drawing and consuming pregnant fetish porn). It's all I really do, and it's all I ever think about. And I think to myself, "Is this really it? Is this all I want to do in life?"

Personally, I've had ambitions of being an artist with some sort of respectable career. Which includes works not of the pregnant fetish variety. But I personally feel tied down to this online identity I've crafted for myself. And I don't feel comfortable attatching my career to a fetish porn account. Especially one that could be seen by family, real-life friends, prospective colleagues, etc.

I've also been having problems with eye strain and mild headaches for almost this entire month of March. So it's another motivation killer.

Currently, I am unemployed. I have no source of regular income, and I still live with my family. I have no relationships with anyone else. Instead of continuing to learn new skills, such as properly learning Japanese, or learning Blender, I've just been lazing about listening to YouTube videos and occasionally playing a video game or reading a manga (because I can't be assed to watch anime anymore). As you can imagine, it's caused problems with my self-esteem.

So, hopefully, I can relax and sort out my problems during this break. I've been melodramatic, but this isn't a declaration of quitting anything. Hopefully, I'll finally have commissions set up by the time I log back on.

Thank you all for your continued support.

ーCG3P

I found out earlier today that one of my tweets got flagged and now my Twitter has been suspended for the next 12 hours. And of course, they want my phone number too. I didn't want to give them my phone number on my last account either, but if I can't log in tomorrow, I may have to just bite the bullet... Or just give up on Twitter entirely. So yeah, I'm just a *little* peeved.

In other news, I'm still working on the Tifa Limit Break sequence. I just finished all of the sketches, so now I'm working on all the lineart. Soon after will be the coloring and should be finished by early September.

I also hit 3000+ followers on Pixiv!

[Update: 8/30/2020] Twitter still wants my phone number to regain access to my account back. Welp, I had a good run... It was nice connecting with some of the other preg artists, even talking to a couple of old friends, but I don't think having a Twitter is all that worth having anymore, truthfully. It sucks, yeah, but there's nothing I can, or be bothered to, do about it.

I even looked into getting a Google Voice number, but they'd want my real phone number too and it's too much hassle.

Just in case you wanted some more elaboration, the flagged tweets were not related to my art. I think they were edgy replies to some people that angry at the Chika preview.