Hey guys. Thank you for taking the time to read this update. I'm gonna take a break in April. Here's why.

I was actually considering taking this break back in February, but for March after completing Foxgirl February. But I had to just decide I wanted to draw green haired vidya waifus for March, so I postponed it. But why take a break in the first place? And what will that entail?

Lately, I feel exhausted from browsing my social media. I just feel too much of an emotional toll, even from lurking or banal interaction. It feels like a hassle trying to keep up with new art, Discord posts, etc. Which leads to my next reason.

What am I doing with my life?

I don't feel happy. I usually don't (or try not to) delve too deeply into my personal life. But I don't feel true satisfaction with what I'm doing (drawing and consuming pregnant fetish porn). It's all I really do, and it's all I ever think about. And I think to myself, "Is this really it? Is this all I want to do in life?"

Personally, I've had ambitions of being an artist with some sort of respectable career. Which includes works not of the pregnant fetish variety. But I personally feel tied down to this online identity I've crafted for myself. And I don't feel comfortable attatching my career to a fetish porn account. Especially one that could be seen by family, real-life friends, prospective colleagues, etc.

I've also been having problems with eye strain and mild headaches for almost this entire month of March. So it's another motivation killer.

Currently, I am unemployed. I have no source of regular income, and I still live with my family. I have no relationships with anyone else. Instead of continuing to learn new skills, such as properly learning Japanese, or learning Blender, I've just been lazing about listening to YouTube videos and occasionally playing a video game or reading a manga (because I can't be assed to watch anime anymore). As you can imagine, it's caused problems with my self-esteem.

So, hopefully, I can relax and sort out my problems during this break. I've been melodramatic, but this isn't a declaration of quitting anything. Hopefully, I'll finally have commissions set up by the time I log back on.

Thank you all for your continued support.

ーCG3P